even the ones who choose a longer term do not develop roots deep enough to stick around for too long.
This is quoted by a favorite fellow-blogger. After reading this, I suddenly felt sad. I got the urge of reviewing his emails for the past few months and could not believe how happy we were before. And now, the transition was that easy. I felt like I lost my job without further notice. I was never prepared for this... not now. My life has been a constant struggle. For a moment it had been blissful that I could not explain why it has sky-rocketed and like fireworks, it had lost its spark after a short period of time. Such tragedies cannot be explained in an instant. I can't even answer that myself. I can't even assign this problem to somebody else for me. Though it was been ripping my head off this is the one I can't avoid. I should always remember to count my blessings and convince myself to think of happy thoughts... might as well not overdo it as they might think I'm on drugs...
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2 comments:
Don't be sad!! Thank you for visiting my blog! You know....I just turned 40 and I'm still not where I want to be, I'm just learning to understand that where I am is Okay...not so bad you know. It all is a learning process that's for sure. Take care okay.
~Trine
Thanks Trine... somehow I would like to have this invisible shield from all the bad memories that's been attacking me since the "incident." I always want to free myself from that but every time I do that I end up being sad again. First I kept on praying and hoping that it will turn out good, but it looks like good things will never go back the way it was before...
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